Last night, or should I say this early morning, I have a bizarre dream. In my dream I was thinking about most of my friends have found their path. In fact one of them just take a turning point, leave the current comfort zone and move into another direction, which seems not so comfort in terms of one thing, but definitely give more comfort in terms of another thing.

I remember vividly, there was I sitting on a bench under the tree, looks like a park, with the buildings view at far. There is a pathway and I was looking one friend walk by – looking at his back, toward the path out of the part and on to the city. Then I was thinking about my other friend who just mentioned earlier. Wind blows, cool air, fall leaves, seems like winter. Felt chill, literally, and lonely. Feeling to be left behind, alone, and envious to them who had found their way. All led me to even gloomier and sad.

Then I woke up suddenly because of the sound of my phone; still feeling sad. One message pop up, I read and suddenly I was feeling better. I can still feel the chill and loneliness, but I didn’t feel so alone anymore. Still not to be over joy, learning to control my feelings to restrict the emotional ups and down, but the impact was definitely good. Just like somebody who nearly choked in the darkness of the dawn, and suddenly see the light of sunrise. Although just a glimpse at far away, the presence of the light feels so relieving.

If only the person who sent the message knows about this: how one message that I read when I woke up could bring such a brightening effect for my day and help me eases my nightmares.