[Wednesday, June 22, 2005]
Today is the longest day time here. The sun reached the most north point that makes the north pole do not experience any dark night, while the south pole do not experience any day light today. The Sun in Wageningen rise at 5.19 am and set at 10.03 pm, as i write this blog the sky looks burn in red and orange beautifully with the last remaining sunlight before sunset.
Today is very meaningful for me. Not because the sun stay so long nor because of the longest day time. It is because i finally reach the peak of my thesis. Today i was having my presentation and what left now is some extra work to do the finishing. Not much works to do though, it's almost done basically, and i thank God for it.
Today i feel strange. I suppose to feel relieve as some friends told me how they felt after the presentation. In fact i didn't feel relieve as much i thought it would be. However i feel different. It's hard to define i cannot describe. All i feel, i am no longer burdened. I see my surrounding with the new spirit, i think about how my days has gone by all these time, and i become melancholy remembering that the time will come shortly for me to leave this place.
I got something, i'm about to loose another thing, but i believe that i'll get some other thing. Like wise man said " there are no shorcuts to any places worth going". And as life is a journey, there will always be new places to seek and some places to be left behind.
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3k4 @ 3:24 AM *
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