[Friday, May 27, 2005]

I've been quite busy recently. Still it was not a legitimate excuse for me to not update my blog. Guess I just a little boring, tired of everything, feel like stuck in a moment. My mood is so volatile and my spirit wobbly ups and down while I'm trying hard to maintain it at high. Life goes on as it should be. Back from research, I back to writing, keep on going, trying to finish everything. Then why do I feel something missing?


* Posted by 3k4 @ 7:49 AM *

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[Monday, May 09, 2005]

Here I am back in Wageningen again. I arrived just last week. So amazing to see how time flies during my homecoming. I was stayed in Indonesia, traveling between Bogor-Jakarta-Bandung for 1 full month. I met so many people, I visited so many places, and I did a lot of things. One month seems too short to fulfill all of those.

I've been away for more than 1 year, and found the place where I belong now as a home. At the beginning I thought it's going to be difficult to fit in again to the hot, dust and traffic of the cities where I lived in before. I thought it's going to be strange to come back after such a long time. Well...it was stressful at the beginning. But amazingly it was not as hard as I thought nor as difficult as I it might be. Quite frankly I didn't feel like stranger at all. Walking on those roads across the places I used to go, everything still so familiar. So that how it felt to coming home...

Once I went to FEUI-Salemba, one single step that bring me to the past. I met so many familiar faces, people that once I spent time with in the simplicity of college life. Nothing had changed. Maybe physically they do, but they were all recognize me still and still the same crazy person I used to hang out with. It was so nice to hear your name being shouted, meet and greet some old friends, share laughs and stories, just like the old times. How I miss it and how I miss them all. So that how it felt to coming home...

Later I left it all again without having the opportunity to meet them all. Oddly I didn't feel sad as the first time I did. Maybe because deep inside my heart I knew that it would only be temporary that I will come back in a short time. Or maybe because I also knew that I did not for away since my destination is now also considered as my home here. I have a lot of friends and also some people that I have considered family. I have many familiarity with people and places here, that even the weather don't make me complain. So basically I was leaving home for another home...


* Posted by 3k4 @ 10:46 PM *

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